oh, Goddammit

thank god i can edit my Tag-Board. i can't believe some people that had been you're everything can tell you things that people who try to bring you down would tell you. unbelievable. am i that horrible? if i try to look back on the things that i did and did not do... i don't think i am. had i ever been so unfaithful? uhm..sure i got lotsa crushes but none of them i've flirted with. just not my style. i think i am a very serious person. which i sometimes hate. not that i don't have a sense of humor. i do laugh a lot over silly things, but i'm serious in how i deal with things about my career, my best friends, my family, love life and all. which by the way is zilch. i don't know. am i a horrible person?

i'm sleeping in Laguna tonight by the way. my brother's place. just need to be his slave for a bit. i need to borrow some dough. i'm so fuckin' poor. "poor as a rat" as Angel puts it. haha! i get so BORED at home...so this change of environment i think is also great for me. tell you what, i was so BOREd that i started texting those people in the text-chat thingie on MTV. Hahahahaaha! well, their numbers turned out be really busy. geez, imagine your number being broadcast in national television. and it's fuckin' MTV. hahaha! my desperation didn't get anywhere. so i texted several friends instead who turned out to be really energetic and giddy at texting me back. hehehe! that's why i love them. i love a them lot. on Sunday i think i'd be sleeping in Pasay, my cousin's place. i think it's an obligation more than anything else. haha! i promised her i'd sleep in their place when i get a break from work. now i got the break, so i have no excuse not to go there on Sunday.

P.S. no more BULLSHIT on the tag-board please. i MEAN it. otherwise u'll fuckin' regret it goddamit.