it's sobbing time

i only have 1 week left in ACS. now i'm seriously contemplating the people and things i will miss. somehow i feel scared. what if i won't have friends in DELL? what if i won't like the working environment? what if i won't have friends? what if i'd regret this decision? though Irene's right. i shouldn't be thinking negative things. however anyone in my position i think would be. ACS is my "comfort zone." i love it there regardless of the meager pay. the people are warm and friendly. the management is very lax. the account is very easy and interesting. i have always wanted to work behind tv productions. and with this job, somehow that dream came true. it may seem very unlikely but it's really cool. now i'm going to go to another company. the pay is nice.. VERY nice. they're a bit strict which is very understandable. i may see several familiar faces there. the account is related to computers. it's no problem to me. but i will miss DIRECTV! *sob* *sob*