i love you ely! -markus

there's too many things i'd like to say. too little time.

- i got through that vacation in Batangas. i got off unscathed, luckily. however, i truly would have just wrestled with the slammers at the benefit concert of ely and listen to Marcus Adoro (former 'heads' guitarist) scream I LOVE YOU ELY! than spend time ass-kissing with someone as bratty as my cousin. *sigh* although i love the weather there. it was windy. at night it was freezing cold. i went to bed early on Sunday night for a goddamn change!

- i'm going to loose fats. i am going with Cel on a mountain hike in Batangas' Mt. Daguldol. it's going ot be my first time to climb a mountain with the pros. Cel had been teaching me some exercises to warm me up for the main hike. So now my legs are aching badly and the climb hasn't even started yet. how stupid is that. haha. Cel said it's normal for beginners. the most stupid part here is that i spent my 5k for this climb. i bought a tent, bought a hiking backpack, bought a poncho, sandals, and all the things i need for the climb. heheheh. i don't sound so eager, don't i? hahahahahaha! i'm excited. SUPER. nah that's an understatement - i'm ECSTATIC to the bones! finally a brand new hobby away from the city.

- i was flipping thru the Who's Viewed Me page on my Friendster and i came accross a friendster profile of someone that's oh so very familiar. i don't want to mention his name. well, it said there that he's married and i saw baby pictures in his profile. then again, he never told me that he's single either. i think i should just give this up. it's against my personal norm to get involved with married men. no fuckin' way.

- yesterday Angel spent the day at my place. we got to talking about a person we both know. i learned some shocking news about that person. REALLY SHOCKING. i mean GODDAM SHOCKING. i don't want to share thestory here though because chances are, people who'd read it will judge that person inappropriately. if she is reading this right now i would like to tell her that even though she thinks i'm so judgmental? i'm not. i'm your friend and you can ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS count on me to accept you for who are and what you are. no one is in any position to judge you, because you are not a book. uhurrmm.. hahahaha! seriuosly.. let me also tell you that DON"T DO ANYTHING STUPID. y'know what i mean. i know you know what's right and wrong. i don't have to tell you that. and i now in your heart you always want to choose the right path. but please, don't let the world's norms affect your judgment. screw 'em all! just do the right thing. you are WAY WAY better than them. and i'm just a text away my friend. (=