WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FREEDOM?!?

i feel that this weekend will be my most horrible weekend. EVER.

i don't want to go to Batangas. Why is she (my cousin) so fucking demanding? She don't own me! and neither do i owe her anything! i lived in their place when i was starting up, yes, but that doesn't give her the right to control of my LIFE!

i feel like a child again; dragged by my mother at some place i don't like when all i want to do is stay home and play! damn it. that's a stupid reminiscent of my childhood.

first of all, i don't like to speak with my cousin. let alone get stuck with her the whole freakin' weekend. not that i hate her, i just don't like her train of thought, y'know. she's kind and all, but i don't like how she talks about some of our relatives. it's OK that she talks about jesus, but i hope she doesn't speak of it as many times as she does because it's making me nuts! and i hate how she protect me. she's not my mother. i hate the way she demands. what she wants is to make her the center of my life. she want me to like what she like or do what i she does.

she called me yesterday afternoon. i told her the latest i could pick her up is 4pm. she was like - WHY? i went.. "because i'm going out with my officemates after the shift.." she said something like, "Just because of that? you're going to move the time?" with a smirk. GGGRRR. well, i happen to like their attitude better!

this shouldn't really be so bad actually. i can take the boredom the provincial air brings. but this SUNDAY is Ely's Benefit Concert... *sigh* WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FREEDOM?!? all i want to do this weekend is watch gigs with Radz, meet old gig-buddies and sleep during the day. In Saguijo by the way this Saturday night is SONIC BOOM prod feat Urbandub, Hilera, Typecast, Dicta License, Faspitch, Switch, and The Ambassadors... now i'm REALLY going to cry.