what a loser

ain't i a loser. it's a freakin' Sunday. and i'm here at the office: scrubbing cases. life is unfair. there's nothing else to do and nowehere else to go anyway. my roommate has left me, my friends have work later, Radz is... uh, i don't like hanging out with him. although he's nice and dandy, i hate the way he talks about how boring his work is. i don't like hearing complaints like that because it connotes that he's one darn lazy boy. one time i asked him if he had watched the pyrotechnics in the Mall of Asia, he replied, "what is pyrotechnics?" oh boy... he has a Really Big problem. So uhm... i am fulfilling one of my new year's resolution: no boys for this year.

i woke up really early this morning though. i promised my friends in DirecTV that i'd drop by last night but i wasn't able to. so i had to drag myself off my bed at 5am to go to Makati. me, Irene and Angel went to smoke in Starbucks, ate in McDo and later decided to go to JR's place - it's their Fiesta. amazing! i never thought people in Manila are celebrating Fiestas. hehe. so despite an aching throath, i sang my heart out in Lisa Loeb's Stay. Good thing i wasn't able to find Alanis Morissette on the playlist otherwise i'm sure as hell i'd have no voice by now. hahahaha!

and also, Irene and i had some heart-to-heart talk while we were riding a jeepney. apparently Dennis and her are still texting each other despite Cookie (Dennis' girlfriend) being around. She asked me for the reason why i told Dennis to quit bugging her - deep breath - i think the reason is clear as ice. then she bugged me about JK. i told her, in a nutshell, we're almost on the same situation - we love someone too much. too freakin' much that we are taken for granted and set aside. we figured that men are a bunch of stupid creatures. they don't know what they want. they let their libido control them. for example Bryan - he left his girlfriend for 3 years for a 21-year old half-spanish girl who rides a Pajero... now he's complaining about the fight they had and tellin' me "maraming babae jan pero hindi lahat nakakaiin.." the fuck?! hahaha! so i told Irene - let them stupid guys be. sooner or later they'll find out what they've been missing.