Life is a Highway

- Radioactivesagoproject launched their 3rd album in Saguijo last Feb. 16, 2007. Demmit it was a fuckin' Friday, i had work. So now, that's on my list of TO DOWNLOAD mp3's TANGINA MO ANG DAMING NAGUGUTOM SA MUNDO FASHIONISTA KA PA RIN! is the title of the album. Hrmm..

- TIKMAN ang Langit BookLaunch will be on Feb 28, 2007 3pm POWERBOOKS Greenbelt. The 3 heads will be there: Raims, Markus and Buddy. I'm so excited. I can't wait to read the book.

- i love HILERA. they're on my links now. Weee! And i think i've made a little mess on their mailing list. ha ha! i don't care. i love 'em. Raar!

- So uhm.. i'm here on an internet cafe. dancing on my seat, listening to Kung Ayaw Mo Na Sa Akin. I love the song.

- I've joined the Eraserheads Mailing List again. the topics were all about the TIKMAN ang Langit book launch. they've read the book.. those eheads freak. **rolleyes**

- Hrmm.. i''m not eavesdropping but i am overhearring people here talking about HOPE. err, a cig?!? how is HOPE related to Kris? **think** Kris smokes HOPE?

- Yesterday and this morning Jasvil (my roommate) and I did nothing but sleep until our head hurt. hehe. while in bed this morning i bugged someone to accompany me buy something in some market i can't name... he was very hesistant at first because apparently he's broke and he's a hundred miles away... however my sweet charm ruled so he managed to hitch a ride just to get to my place and when he was 15 minutes away from my place i went - "Uh.. i'm going out with my cousin.. sorry." tsk! i'm a bad girl. i'm a really really bad girl. hahahaha.

- my mother is coming over next, next week.. she and her girl friends will go to Baguio. She wants me to go along. but.. there's a climb scheduled that weekend. This is becoming a trend. everytime there's a climb, something comes up. urgh. what do i choose: my mother or the climb? THE CLIMB. lolx.

-Election! election! election! 'the hell do i care about election.. it's the same shit. the tube is flooded with politicians doing silly dancing and singing. if someone will do a cartwheel on t.v. maybe i'll fuckin' vote for him. ha ha

Life is a Highway - Markus.

the sugarfree fan

i'm a sugarfree fan. and currently the song Kung Ayaw Mo Na Sa Akin is probably my Song of the Month. and this video. oh i love the video. it's funny. the only thing i hate on this video is the silly dancing. but nonetheless, it's fucking cool.



Kung ayaw mo na sa akin/di na kita pipilitin/kung buo na ang loob mo/bahala k ana sa/buhay mo/di ako desperado/sa walang kapantay na pag-ibig mo./Sa mga halik mong/walang kasing tamis/tubig ako at ikaw ang langis/Kung hindi ka na babalik/Araw/araw na akong gigimik/Kung malayo ka na ay malaya na ako/Ngunit ang /kahapon ko ay bihag pa rin/ng alaala mo (nakanang!)/Kung ayaw mo na sa akin/di na kita hahabulin/medyo bata pa naman ako/may mabibighani pa sakin siguro/kung ayaw/mo na ako/leche lalong ayoko sayo/Alam mo naman kung san ang bahay ko/baka/sakaling magbago/ang isip mo please

strung and hung

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star To pray on, or wish on, or something like that I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances Were approaching to be grabbed But as it came down near, so did a weary tear I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills 'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb Looking for a little hope Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine, And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said 'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man But he was just a little boy Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills 'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills 'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love - Paper bag, Fiona Apple

typically boring

my plan for today's blog was supposed to be about the TOP 5 people who influenced my life. i changed my mind. i am currently in the process of re-evaluating my life, (err.. when does that re-evaluation ever stop?! - hehe) i won't be able to give a good judgment of things.

now what should i blog about? HRmm.. i don't know. i remembered last week i chatted with gibs in YM.. he asked how i am doing, i answered "nothing much. life is typically boring." so i ask myself, is my life typically boring? evidently i speak before i think, right? hahaha! well.. it shouldn't be. i always receive forwarded messages that asks me to count my blessings not my misfortunes so i'll be happy. and honestly, i do what they say. i'm not so demanding, really. but then, why do i say my life is boring? i love my job.. i love the pay as well. i'm free to go wherever, i burn my lungs anytime i feel like doing so... but what's missing? what makes me happy? or maybe the question is - AM I REALLY unhappy? or is it just a little screw loose in my head? maybe that's why the movie said Happiness has to be pursued... because it's not an everyday feeling. it's not being at a state of satisfaction. what the hell.. go watch that fuckin' movie so you'll know what i mean.

the only thing i noticed though is that the past is like my body hair. you cut it down but its root is still there and it grows all the time.

what's up

- there's tension on the floor. people backbiting each other. people telling lies. Adrian was pissed; for the first time he asked that we go on YOSI break outside before we eat.. normally i'd have to drag him out to have a YOSI break. a war is brewing and I DON'T WANT TO BE A PART OF IT!!! we're going to Enchanted Kingdom this Saturday. I hope no one ruins that day.

- where the fuck is Angel? she fuckin' told me we were to meet his NEW boyfriend. hahahahahah! hmmm.. i'm eager to eat in Italiannis!

- i bought a 512Mb flash disc. i downloaded songs in a flash! (at the office of course)

- i think i have a sleeping disorder now. or maybe i just don't like sleeping at all anymore. i feel like i only sleep because i have to. i like being awake. hrmm.. or maybe i just think too much of the things that had happened. i know i need to go forward. the past is like an ugly monster i don't need to see so i have to turn my back from it. then again, it's easier said than done.

- i bought a dvd copy of the SMALLVILLE season 6. it has 10 episodes. i wonder how many episodes more i haven't watched. but it's so freakin' cool! Green Bandit is there. he happened to be Lex's mortal enemy when they were in High School. and Lana... and Lex.. are sitting on a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. WB had granted some people's wishes. demmit. Lex is hot though.

- i also bought a dvd copy of STAR WARS episodes 1-6 with the 3 NARNIA flicks. i've finished watching episodes 1 and 2 of STAR WARS. i'm about to watch 3 when i get home today. i've watched it before, but i'm a BIG FAN. "Watch it over and over and over again, I will..."

- i wonder what my agenda would be tonight.. Hrmm..

Introducing my co-workers PART-1 (because i'm bored under my skull!!!)

first off, uhum-uhum... let me ruin your apetite...


that's me in my station, taking calls.


Darls and me. That's Darlene right there. it was my lunch break i had nothing to do. So i kinda' bugged her while she was on a call. Well.. i bug all my officemates, even those that are on the other teams.. hehe.. this is my favorite spiel: "may yosi ka jan?" and they'd go.. "Adikk!!!" or "an' taba taba mo na..." Grr...Anyway, i think i was bugging her about her date last valentine's day at this point. she shooed me away of course, after i took the photo. hehe.


That's myself, James and Cel. James is my Case Manager. he's queer. he talks about his sex life a lot. he said he and his boyfriend have sex everyday, after the shower or sometimes while taking a shower. one day he showed us their sex vids.. i wanna puke man. he's a very erotic person. and he's proud of it. hehehe. he's definitely cool. however one time, he was talking to a customer... we were all listening because he was using flowery words. We got curious...So he asked the customer "Is Adrian corteous?" his Corteous was pronounced in pinoy accent - kor-chus.. something like that... the customer was like.."What?!? I can't understand you.." he repeated the word several times until the customer finally got it, then customer went "Oh Corteous.." and we were laughing so fuckin' hard i thought my stomach would burst. hahahahahah! And just today he was letting me read the email he wrote to a customer... he said there: TO GIVE LIGHT ON THIS ISSUE... and i went, YOU MEAN, TO SHED LIGHT??? heheehehehe Though seriously, he's good in building rapport and all that... it's just funny sometimes. i don't claim to be good at it, because i'm certainly not.. my customers fuckin' scream at my ears begging for American Reps.. Hahahahahaha! that's just the call center life..


We kind of noticed that most of the pictures with Cel... she has to make an Anime "peace" sign trade mark thing... we were kind of laughing about it, then Miss Ye (my manager) asked that we do the same thing and take a picture since Cel was holding a camera... This was during our ***coaching session*** that's me and my manager imitating Cel...


Me and Cel.. pretending we can sit on this PINK HEART SWING we made out of styrofoam... hahahahah! we decorated our area for the valentine celebration. it was a contest. we didn't win. BAH!


before we get this party done and over with, i have to take a picture with the baloons which i plan to take home.. **sneak-sneak**


me and my cleavage.. i mean, me and Cel... hahahahah!

that's all for now. imu' watch a video about HOW UPS WORKS. interesting. they got big planes and big trucks and all that..

the pupil mania continues

i just found a couple of videos taken at the ANIMAX event. taken by a lister. hehe.

This one was when Andy of NU107 and that guy from Studio 23 introduced PUPIL. Andy almost cried.. honest! hehe.




This was when they sang Alapaap. i think i heard my voice inthis video. hahaha. Ely was so energetic here. hehe.

maybe when my ship comes in

how is it that no matter how much you try to amuse yourself to keep away all pain and sorrow, one way or another it creeps inside you and eat you away bit by bit...

"something's gonna come your way,
it's gonna be your lucky day..
i never want you alone
go come and get everything you want.."
-Lucky, The Peaks

i'm not sure about the lyrics of that song. can't find one on-line. but it sounds nice. im listening to it from my post. i'm kinda' getting lazy. i don't wnat to go home. i don't want to be alone again. *sigh* hush hush..

check out madonna's blog. nice read. (=

"I know people think I'm flawless, but I am just like everyone else. I fart! I poop! Heck I even have bad hair days (I do have my own stylist so scratch that!) I eat food to survive (I have a chef to prepare my food though, but I still have to eat it!) You get the picture? Good!"

out all day and night

yesterday was a LOOONNGGGG day. after work i met up with my friends because it Jane's birthday. we ate and ate and ate then at about 12 we went to my place... we drank beer and let out all our frustrations, heartaches and whatnots! i got a bit tipsy i think, i remember my voice got louder and louder. hehe. we went our separate ways at about 4 because i had to meet up with Bernz and some other listers. and surprise surprise, Bernz gave me a copy of Squid 9 Remixes CD! Raims gave that to him on one of the sandwich gigs. i was so overwhelmed **blush** he remembered that i asked for a copy of that. I never reminded him about it. hehe. I think Raims hasn't released that. it's just one of his personal collection of stuff. It has SUGOD piano version! it also has "With You" which is one of my favorite, Kathy Meneses of DayDream Cycle on vox such an enchanting voice... It also has sandwich's Close-up song in it... "Thatt's Riiggghhhtt!!!" hehe

anyway.. so me, Bernz and Gracie went to watch PUPIL's first gig after Ely's heart attack at the Animax event in the Mall of Asia. ely was so skinny. as in skin-and-bone! the Music Hall was jam packed. they sang a couple of Eheads ditties which the crowd applauded to. They also sang Dianetic, Nasan Ka, Gamu-gamo and another song which title i don't recall. hahaha. too bad we didn't get to go backstage. giant bouncers were everywhere. ugh! i wonder if ely's really fit to work. he's goddamn skinny i swear. he wore this black shirt and pink tie, fucking handsome still. Dok looked like Robert Smith. hahaha. he looked like he had a bad hair day. but absolutely handsome. he was outside, we could have walked up to him but then.. he was sorrounded with chics, ugh.. hehehe, i wonder where Sue was. Hrmm.. Sue is another lister who is Super Crazy about Dok. hehe. Right after the animax event, we got ourselves pizza and hot chicken wings at Yellow Cab. full and still giddy, we went to the Lovapallooza event because apparently SANDWICH will play. there were LOADS od people on that venue: punks, freaks and lovers alike. i thought i would collapse, man. we squeezed ourselves into the crowd finding a way to get in. unfortunately there were loads of people inside they no longer allow anyone in. after a nauseating trek inside that crowd we found ourselves sitting along the gutter that smelt of pee... the performances we heard were NINA's and Paolo Santos'..i think i kind of napped a bit there. hehe. then the Itchyworms played. what a relief! they played 3 songs... the Close-up song, Loveteam and BEER. the BEER performance was so cooooool!!! they started the song with Parokya's "Inuman na"... which was really funny.. i remember Bryan and the "Sunog Bagas" used to do that all the time. hehehehhe. when you get really serious singing a song, they'd insert another song's lyrics on it with the same tune.. it's hilarious. i totally miss those guys. Ok.. so after Itchyworms there was Paolo Santos again. Then the band we've been waiting for: SANDWICH, played. alas! i was awake again! hehehehe! unfortunately, they only sang one song. the Close-up song. so imagine how furious we were... after going all the hassle of going thru a super thick crowd... we were already OK that we weren't able to get in, but hearing only just 1 song? URGH! such a bummer. but then again, i have the CD i have nothing to complain, hehe.

Anyway.. I have to buy something in the store. i have to go.

N A M E S

yesterday i was thinking of changing the name of this blog. however i was in a hurry so i shove the idea off my head. now i can't remember that name i had in mind for this blog. deym.
now i'd like to talk about names. i know a person who like thinking of names - jai. perhaps because he's writer; one of the most important details of a charater is the N A M E.

Princess - this is the name i'd like to give my first daughter. i thought of that just yesterday. i heard this song Prinsesa originally by the Teeth and is being revived by 6cyclemind. it goes like: dalhin mo ako sa iyong palasyo/ maglakad tayo sa hardin ng yong kaharian/ wala man akong pag-aari/ pangako ko habambuhay kita/ pagsisilbihan/ o aking prinsesa/ prinsesa.. ssuuuweeetttttt. admit it, you once liked that song! i also remember this girl on a reality series in MTV.. she broke up with her boyfriend because he wasn't treating her like a princess anymore. hehehe. it's funny but cute. and somewhat true. girls want to be treated like a princess.

Amber - i used this name for 15 months in DiirecTV. hehehe! Thank you for calling DirecTV, my name is Amber, how may help you today? i got the name from Amber the winner of Survivor All-Star and 1st place in Amazing RAce! The wife of Rob.. uhh, i think you know who i'm talking about. most of my customers in DirecTV then would say it's a very beautiful name. now i use Maria and no one tells me my name is beautiful anymore. huhuhu. anyway, i'd like to name my second daughter Amber. i think it's a very pretty name.

Xuxu - This is the nick of one of my friend Cielo. i like it - xuxu. it's pronounced like shooshoo. so when i get a dog in the future, i'd name it xuxu. it's a lot prettier if it would be named for a mule. a mule named xuxu. Hrmm?

Samantha - i hate my own name. i totally hate my mothre for giving me such a name. she said she just took our nany's advice. it's so lame. so when i was growing up Samantha was the name i wish i would have been named. And then people would call me Sam. kind of boyish but cute. don't you think so?

Cowpunk - this is a name i took from some graffitis written by the Eraserheads way back in 1996. I just learned that this is actually a nick name of their album layout artist. something like that. cool, huh? i thought it was just something Markus came up with his own crazy head. If i acn get a pet. any pet. i'd name it Cowpunk. maybe a persian cat. hehe. as if i can get a pet. i wish i can find a place where PET IS ALLOWED.

so there. that's the first part of the N A M E S i like. it's Janes Birthday. we're going out. tata!

Conquering Mt. Dagulgol

Here's uhm.. 1% of the photo taken in Mt. Daguldol, San Juan, Batangas. I hate it when i delay a post, i get lazy.... anyway...



this is at the Summit. Nice, eh? That girl standing right there is JC Pacana. Her parents are from Cagayan de Oro, she went to Konghua and Corpus Christi in HS. sweet sweet girl.



The trail. Hmm, going down or going up? i can't tell. i don't remember. hahahaha! this is taken by Noah.



Laughing with Cel. This is the climb up. Cel was so freakin' tired here. The bag she was carrying was like 60 kilos or something. She has to make excuses for a 2-minute break. hahaha!



Horse: The hills are alive with the sound of music...



So damn tired. That's Ian right there, Cel's something friend. hehehe. He works in DELL tech support as a supervisor. perky guy. somewhat nerdie too.



I love this one. taken by Noah. don't we look like those cartoonie mini figures?


There's only one thing I can say about this picture: SpPlAaaCckkk!!



Hmmm.. Buko Juice, anyone? During that leg-throbbing hike we've had sevral stops where we rested for a couple of minutes enjoying either a buko juice or the Halo-halo. This was taken at one of our stopd when we were hiking down. Cel had this artist's bug that he just have to take a photo of that moment. THe Buko Juice was good though.



I took this photo using my crappy phone. It seems like it was on Night Mode. hehehe. This was the first stop. That's our guide right there.



Morning at the campsite. it was freezin' cold i swear.



Which way should you take? The hard way or the easy way? hahahaha! This is in La Luz Beach Resort.



good morning sunshine it's cold outside/ you see/ ever'thing's gonn' end up/ happily/ life's a bitch/ you look so wretch/ ever'thing's gonn' end up/ happily.. Err?



The trail.



I want to do it aggggaaaiiinnn!!!!

to climb a mountain

i fulfilled one of the things i'd like to do before i die:

TO CLIMB A MOUNTAIN!

yiipeeeya yiiipeeeYO!!! it was so cold on the top of the mountain. i don't know how high it is just that it's a 4-hour hike to get to the campsite. the terrain was steep. good thing it didn't rain. when i woke up this morning, my leg muscles don't seem as stressed as i imagined it to be. The pain is tolerable. Good think Cel reminded me to do some leg exercises a week before the climb. So when it comes to activities like this, it pays to listen to the Pro!

back to reality. i have to do a Notice to Explain thing about my being late last week for one and a half hour! chaii chaii... you never learn... tonight i'll post pictures! weee! ta-ta!

The thing they call S-E-X

FW: Pangungulangot at Sex

Inusisa ni Totoy ang kanyang tatay.....

Totoy: Bakit po masarap ang sex?

Tatay: Kasi, may kiliti o sensasyon iyon na katulad ng
nararamdaman
mo pag
nangungulangot ka.

Totoy: Bakit po mas nasasarapan ang mga babae kaysa sa mga lalaki
sa
sex?

Tatay: Gaya ng nasabi ko, ang sex ay parang pangungulangot. Kapag
nangungulangot ka, mas nag-e-enjoy ang iyong ilong kesa sa ang
iyong
daliri.

Totoy: Bakit ayaw po ng mga babae na ginagahasa sila?

Tatay: Iyang panggagahasa eh maihahalintulad sa naglalakad ka sa
kalye,
tapos, may lumapit sa iyo at kinalikot ang iyong ilong.
Magugustuhan
mo ba
iyon?

Totoy: Bakit po ayaw ng mga babae na makipag-sex pag nireregla
sila?

Tatay: Anak, kapag dinudugo ang ilong mo, nangungulangot ka ba?

Totoy: Bakit ayaw po ng mga lalaki na mag-condom kapag nakikipag-
sex
sila?

Tatay: Ikaw ba eh gusto mong mangulangot na may guwantes ka sa
iyong
daliri?

Totoy: Bakit po sa pribadong lugar ginagawa ang pakikipag-sex?

Tatay: Mangungulangot ka ba sa harapan ng buong klase mo?

i love you ely! -markus

there's too many things i'd like to say. too little time.

- i got through that vacation in Batangas. i got off unscathed, luckily. however, i truly would have just wrestled with the slammers at the benefit concert of ely and listen to Marcus Adoro (former 'heads' guitarist) scream I LOVE YOU ELY! than spend time ass-kissing with someone as bratty as my cousin. *sigh* although i love the weather there. it was windy. at night it was freezing cold. i went to bed early on Sunday night for a goddamn change!

- i'm going to loose fats. i am going with Cel on a mountain hike in Batangas' Mt. Daguldol. it's going ot be my first time to climb a mountain with the pros. Cel had been teaching me some exercises to warm me up for the main hike. So now my legs are aching badly and the climb hasn't even started yet. how stupid is that. haha. Cel said it's normal for beginners. the most stupid part here is that i spent my 5k for this climb. i bought a tent, bought a hiking backpack, bought a poncho, sandals, and all the things i need for the climb. heheheh. i don't sound so eager, don't i? hahahahahaha! i'm excited. SUPER. nah that's an understatement - i'm ECSTATIC to the bones! finally a brand new hobby away from the city.

- i was flipping thru the Who's Viewed Me page on my Friendster and i came accross a friendster profile of someone that's oh so very familiar. i don't want to mention his name. well, it said there that he's married and i saw baby pictures in his profile. then again, he never told me that he's single either. i think i should just give this up. it's against my personal norm to get involved with married men. no fuckin' way.

- yesterday Angel spent the day at my place. we got to talking about a person we both know. i learned some shocking news about that person. REALLY SHOCKING. i mean GODDAM SHOCKING. i don't want to share thestory here though because chances are, people who'd read it will judge that person inappropriately. if she is reading this right now i would like to tell her that even though she thinks i'm so judgmental? i'm not. i'm your friend and you can ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS count on me to accept you for who are and what you are. no one is in any position to judge you, because you are not a book. uhurrmm.. hahahaha! seriuosly.. let me also tell you that DON"T DO ANYTHING STUPID. y'know what i mean. i know you know what's right and wrong. i don't have to tell you that. and i now in your heart you always want to choose the right path. but please, don't let the world's norms affect your judgment. screw 'em all! just do the right thing. you are WAY WAY better than them. and i'm just a text away my friend. (=