who needs an overhaul?!?

honestly, i am noticing it. this blog needs a major overhaul. i mean content-wise.


die! chaii! die!

Grrr. i'm not feeling well. my throath hurts. i have a bit of a fever. my head is swirling and my wisdom tooth hurt. ugh. in addition, Chanel - a college friend of mine who's now in Med School - said that my Lymph node case is actually malignant. i told her it's only a fucking infection, dude.. don't scare me like that! she was insistent and said there are only two possilities: infection or cancer. cancer grows big. mine was a bit larger before until i started taking the heavy duty med it degraded in size. or maybe i just got used to the size that i now think it's normal? holy crap.

anyway, who cares if i die?


overlapping commitment

Mu' cousin Donna texted me last night. she said she's wants me to go with her in Batangas (my father's hometown) because it's my niece's birthday: they're gonna' have some kiddie party! happy joy joy! Well, she never gave me an option to say No. she said my grannies were looking for me and i have gifts to give (including hers). now came my Supervisor, reminding me that she's going to put me on a WaitList to get a leave on the 26th. it suddenly occured to me that i and Celia will climb some mountain in Bulacan. we decided on that about December last year. so which weighs more: Friends? or Family?

oh well.

Jai&Jane sitting on a tree! K-I-S-S-I-N-G!

Jai just got off from a traumatic relationship. broken; evidently looking for someone to love and love him back. Jane on the other hand has been waiting for someone to love her for a long time. it's like a lock and key. it's a match! hahahaha! and it's because of MEEEEE **big smiley** i didn't introduce them personally but i gave Jane number to Jai back in Chowking baclaran when we were looking for DVD to waste our time on. i told Jai Jane is a little naiive. haven't had a boyfriend ever since. hehe. so there, Jai got interested. initially i was completely thinking that he's only looking for virgin girls to devirginize. **raise brow** that's why i was a bit hesistant to although now i still think the same, i'm not regretting what i did. Jane has been sending me messages on the Intant Messenger every now and then asking me about Jai. hahahaha. and of course i won't divulge any not less i'm in front of Pizza Hut's Hawaiian Pizza! hahaahhaha! Jai on the other hand has been texting me to greet Jane HI for him. Swweeeeetttttttt!!!


additional note: what do i do with this blog? fuck i don't know!!!