eyebags

sleep. it's what i need. but however i cuddle my pillow, count sheeps, or dream of polka dots.. sleep is nowhere to be found. it's very elusive. it comes and it goes. sometimes it stays too long, sometimes it stays for just an hour or two. yesterday i went home at about 1pm, hit the sack 15 minutes later.. tick-tack-tick-tack..i finished watching A Good Year - which is a terrific movie by the way; i even exhausted my cellphone's battery. sleep didn't come around until 5:30 pm. and i have to meet Radz at 7pm. holy cow. woke up from the text msgs because i had the volume of my mobile phone up because i knew i'd oversleep, otherwise. looked at the clock t'was 7:50pm. Radz was already lost in the mall and i was so dead in my bed, snoring, probably. haha! i was thinking of ditching him but i felt guilty because i know he'd wait. i didn't show up last Sunday night when i dearly promised to take him to a movie. this is the time to pay him back for the kindness and all his treats. at about 9 i hopped on a taxi and went straight to the mall. our plan was to watch a movie but we ended up in Starbucks, sipping coffee, smoking and sharing the lives we would like to have after this call center stint. it was too late for a movie. he kind of commented that i smoke quite more than how i used to. i thought so too. oh well. yosi muna tapos uwi.