choices

It's seems that every week i'm faced with 2 choices. either to spend and be happy or save and bore myself to death.

I filed a leave for June 15 solely because of the Teatrock gig. however, i just had some expenses i didn't see coming. they weren't for me but for the people i don't know. ugh, long story. anyway, i may not go tommorow. yeah, i know it's sad. i feel terribly...sad. i'm gonna go off-budget once i go to the Teatrock tommorow. urgh. life sucks. big time.