stupid times

i was late at work today. didn't do anything on my rest day but sleep and still i managed to oversleep. i woke up at 12:09am. GREAT. texted Bry i would just go on undertime, he went "YOU BETTER HAVE A VALID REASON" so instead of going on Undertime, i logged in an hour and a half past my login time instead. Ugh! oversleeping is not a valid reason and honestly i'm sick of thinking for any other reason, so i thought it would be better to be late than file those freakin' undertime papers that i hate so much because i hate to lie. anyway, Christian acted like a stupid fag at work so i threw the spirits he has left off him. man, don't you dare screw me over on stupid times like this lest you'll get what you asked for. damn it.

anyway, it isn't all that bad. i passed my QA thank god. although i could have perfected it. the markdowns were really stupid. DIRECTV.COM and CALL F LOW. Ugh! stupid stupid me!

enough about work. yesterday i had nothing to do, was just lyin around. i tried calling JK for like 1 million times when he finally answered the phone. my thoughts were, he was work and left the phone at home so he;s not answering the phone. turned out i was wrong. he was at work, he has the phone with him, he was just not answering it. because he's busy? beating deadlines? well, that would have been resolved easily with a very clear and calm explanation, but no he has to be mad about it. so fine. i said bye.

the thing is, i don't know how to respond, should i just rub it off my memory? or should i do the "fight or flight?" i don't know. i don't know. it may be better if i fly off for some time. who ever said this will work? stupid stupid me!

wanted: company

"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that or even believe it, but trust me there are some loves that don't go away and maybe that makes them crazy, but we should be lucky to end up with that somebody.. who has a little bit of insanity.. somebody who never lets go." -Ally McBeal

i think i went go-go-ga-ga-crazy over this forwarded msg this morning that i couldn't help but forward it to everyone even though i'm not on UMLIMITXT. hehe. gud luck to my globe bill next month. (= anyhow, i'm still looking for a company for the German Silent Film screening this august 10 at SM megamall... FREE ADMISSION!!! Musical Scoring by Radioactivesagoproject.

anyone there who wanna come? text me! 09175020327

eheheheh

ghostrider teaser

i've thinking of things to post. while i'm thinking. go checkt his GHOSTRIDER teaser. it's Nicholas Cage. YEEEHHAAa!!!

romanticizing

for some stupid reason, this song touches the kinkiest part of my heart.. hmmm... somehow i can't get enough of it.

i don't know

i don't know

i'm crazy. maybe.





or maybe not? this song for me kinds of tells a story of a person who doesn't mind if she lost a person she loves and keeps that person in her mind forever if it's the only way that she can be with him... (something from the movie "hitch" wehehehe)

ack!!!

h.o.t.

it's freakin' hot here. and i'm wearing BLACK. ugh. another working day. god, imagine, i would have to sleep in this frakin' hot weather. Grr! it's this time of the year that i'd like to listen to The Doors or Jimi Hendrix for some reasons. hot! hot! hot!

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

a syringe on my tongue

blog. blog. blog. another blog. another day. another totally boring rest day. the stupid thing about it is, it's FRIDAY for cryin' out loud and i got nowhere to go tonight but at home, in front of that TUBE eating all sweets in the fridge. no fun. i hate my life today.

i believe my whole week was boring altogether; eversince i missed that big TEATROCK gig in CCP. although i do have something to look forward to---HEADSTOCK. but that'd be in August. It's still July. MY GOD. Yesterday i slept and slept until my head hurt. watched tv in between. geesh, god knows how many times i watched Bridget Jones's Diary. It's still funny though. sometimes i think if i'm not married before i go 30, i'd be like her. Err. Yea, big ERR indeed.

Angel was funny today. my officemate. she texted me, wanted me to text her back as a sign that i'd pay attention to the msgs she's about to send. because apparently she's problematic today. i got nothing to do, i just got home from nowhere, so i texted GO. she said some intriguing stuff about her love life however she never answered my question: WHY? she never texted back. i was left waiting and waiting, because i thought she wanted someone to confide with. well, it seemed she dosed off. 'the hell.

**sigh** if there's something i'd like to do to myself today, it would be stucking a syringe on my tongue!

rebel gurl

i feel rebellious today. i hate the fact that i feel sad because i can't go to the TEATROCK gig. bloody hell, who cares? PUPIL sucks! they're a bunch of snob untalented brats! and who are they playing with? fucking HALE and 6fartmind! for cryin out loud! gimme' a break! ugh! what a shame to humanity. and i'm sleeping alone tonight, got no work because guess what i filed a leave so i could go to that stupid gig. i have to find something productive to do tonight.

i tried updating my Profile on this blog, i have written quite great remarks when that freakin' picture thing screw it all. the file was so big the server wouldn't take it. how pathetic. so all my efforts were for naught. anyway i'm used to it.

i think i'm gonna have beer tonight.



listening to: Tegan & Sera : Walking With A Ghost

choices

It's seems that every week i'm faced with 2 choices. either to spend and be happy or save and bore myself to death.

I filed a leave for June 15 solely because of the Teatrock gig. however, i just had some expenses i didn't see coming. they weren't for me but for the people i don't know. ugh, long story. anyway, i may not go tommorow. yeah, i know it's sad. i feel terribly...sad. i'm gonna go off-budget once i go to the Teatrock tommorow. urgh. life sucks. big time.

a what?!?

You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer

Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

a rare event

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PUPIL singing Prinsesa, with Japs Sergio playing ely's guitar. i just got this link fron the YG, actually. ehehe. when they play they never miss to sing either an eheads or a teeth ditty. i believe in this gig in Capones, they played Magasin from the 'heads and Prinsesa. too bad i got work. urgh, graveyard shifts sucks! oh well, thank god for YouTube, eh?

early morning

here i am. online again. early in the morning. i just got from a PUPIL gig at Dish ABS-CBN. few crowd. but i had a blast somehow. it's always been a magical experience for me to see PUPIL play. other than that i also got to watch Monkeyspank and Rugis. Monkeyspank takes the cake for me. As what Carlos (vox) misheard from Don, they're the Incu-boys of La Salle. hahahah! They do sound influenced by Incubus. not the new incucbus, but the OLD SCHOOL Incucbus. they rock. Pat is real good. Monkeyspank and Rugis' guistarist, and band leader? i think. Who is also a guitarist in some way of PUPIL? he helped out in the album. so pat on the back for Pat Terano. Rugis covered Shooting Star which they did really really well. i tell you, it was the best Shooting Star cover i have heard in my life. and PUPIL covered Prinsesa, but Dok sang it. really cool. and Carlos bought me a beer, the vox of Monkeyspank. what a sweet crazy guy, while the group was talking about music and stuff, his hand was all around Scheng's hair. hahahahaha! aw, come on! anyway, i'm going to the last Teatrock gig this July 15. I hope it turns out great. Prior to that we (Sue and JR) plan to go to Capone's in July 13th for SANDWICH and URBANDUB gig. damn, i can finally score a shirt from sandwich, pedicab and urbandub!!! after 10 years?? well i have a sandwich shirt, but i would have to sell/give some people shirts too, taht's why. it's a long story, actually. ehhehe.

anyway, here is a picture of PUPIL with Dianne singing Beautiful Machine. He's so hot. but he left after they played. urgh.



gud am! gotta sleep.

a busy day and a plot to whatever

online again. at the same time talking with my jk over the phone.


(after 2 hours...)

was really busy yesterday. accompanied my mother to PPSTA and to B. Balic. We rode the most common transportation here in the Philippines---Jeepney. So our travel time from one area to another was at least 1 hour. the traffic was so fuckin bad, it was so freakin hot, and the air was nothing less than polluted. i scrubbed my oily face with a tissue, boy the dirt was enormous! urgh! at 5 i had to leave my mother in B.Balic and run to Glorieta because my dear cousin was waiting for me. we watched SUPERMAN in Greenbelt 3, in separate seats because those were the only seats available. what a hassle. but for the love of SUPERMAN we bought the tickets anyway, and head to Pizza Hut to eat. 1 hour was not enough for the stories we need to tell. we haven't met for quite a while, about 5 months probably, so we had a lot of catching up to do. Left the Pizza place and headed to the theater, SUPERMAN is one hell of a MAN. He's so fuckin HANDSOME. there was one thing that i didn't like about the movie, but i forgot what it was... hehe..

i and my cousin went on our separate ways after the movie. she was trying to convince me to sleep in Pasay but i consistently declined her offer because i had to go on Over Time at 5am, tho i never got to do so, blame my laziness. i still cannot get over how HANDSOME superman is. damn.

received an e-mail as well from dex, he's referring me to EastWest bank. I was thinking of getting a credit card. JK is totally against that idea. i think he's right in some way. but, i think i really need a credit card. my reason for getting one is for investment. and oh, i've talked about signing up with Metrobank to my cousin, she said one needs a 10K deposit. so what i'd do is i'd deposit a bit of my salary to her account first until it reaches 10k, then i'd open a metrobank passbook account. i trust my cousin so there's no problem about that, and she's really cool with it (in fact it was her who suggested it). so there goes my PLAN to achieve 2 of the GOALS of my NEW YEAR's resolution. 1) SAVE; 2) BUY what you NEED to BUY. and oh, i think i should start plotting my OT's.

i hope this works.