brain, where art thou?

Listening to:INFRA-RED (placebo)


Someone call the ambulance
There's going to be an accident
I'm coming up on infra red
There is no running that can hide you
Cos I can see in the dark
I'm coming up on infra red
Forget your running I will find you
(Find you)



a few minutes ago, i've been flipping through a part of my "past," checking on how they are presently doing. played the thoughts of "what-could-have-beens," god it was like exuviating my skin. a feeling worse than acquiring the allergies i had a couple of months ago. ugh. i feel dizzy. i could not be "not-over" it. it's not healthy. it's not good for me.

mind off it. erase! erase! erase!

i love my hair today, by the way. the conditioner works magic. hehe.

she's not pretty. dennis was right. she's not pretty. he's not that hot, either. but. i miss the guy. (what the hell?! chaii?!)

sorry that was not me. bwahahaha! it was the flip side of me. the past that should have been incinerated from my memory a very long time ago. i believe it was at that time that i lost my brain. now i couldn't find it no more. whatever happened to it? *sigh* give me a strange word, in a few mintes i'd forget it. so man, i woudln't wanna go back to that time ever again. but why does something draw me back to it? like a magnet? or maybe it has never left my head? well, when u loose a speacial part of yourself, you'd always have a trace to that someone who got it, right? hahay. what a silly thought. somebody savvveeeeee meeeeeee!!!