Beau

i wish i learned how to budget money when i was in younger. budgeting was never in my vocabulary until now. **sigh** and i don't know if spending 1 thousand pesos a day is what they call "budget!" hahahahahahhaha

anyway.

just got off the phone with my sweeeeeeetttt bitch. apparently he woke up at the wrong side of the bed again. was very sarcastic at me again. however i'm used to it. i just shrug it off. i told him that i'm going to write a MUSIC REVIEW for my favorite band PUPIL. he went on ranting how silly i would be if i'd write praises so they'd read it. i couldn't butt in. dear god. anyhow he has a point. though i guess he didn't think i already know those things. that i know what i'm doing. i told him... if Martha (his GOD) had a YAHOOGROUP, and had an album, wouldn't he write a review for it? i bet he'd even do more than a review! he'd flood the Mailing List!!! My point is, i've been a fan of ELY forever... i'm not the same naiive fan as i was 10 yrs ago now... no. i just want to speak my mind. tell 'em what i think of the album that i have been listening to NON-STOP for 2 straight months. he said i should write what's WRONG with it and not what's RIGHT with it. hmm, ain't that impartial as well? why not be one's self? why pretend to hate it when you reallt like it? why pretend you like it when it actually sucks?

it got me thinking. so i held back my plan. i don't want to act on impulse again. i better write some scrap first and do some editing. my sweeeeett bitttchh really challenges me most of the time. i like it.

today i wish i have a digicam. i bought a radiobox. it's cute although it can't pick up the station i like. if JK's here i bet he'd tell me i'm stupid for buying such thing. **boing-boing** it just takes getting used to.