downright STUPID

this morning i woke up at about 9. the gameplen for the day:RCBC Tower 2. Bring Resume with recent photo. Dress up in business casual. I checked my cash in my wallet. 50 pesos (damn). I checeked my ATM's... wer's my Allied Bank ATM? *think* Err.. Checked all bags, not there, checked all folders, not there, wallets, not there.. WHERE's MY ATM?!? so obviously i considered it LOST/MISSING/STOLEN whocares i don't know! i rushed to the bank without brushing my teeth. cursed at every single thing that blocks my way to the bank. fuck fuck fuck. i was fuming. angry at myself for being stupid. this is the second time that my ATM was declared "missing." for fuck's sake WHEN WILL I EVER STRAIGHTEN UP?!?

i went back home. borrowed money. went back to the bank. waited in line for two fucking hours which was like forever!!! i was furious at myself. i'd be broke if i don't recover my money. thank god i did. half of it. sheesh.

anyways, all is good now. i'm fine fine fine. (= my stupididty is just downright incomprehensible.